Yeah, it's complicated. On one hand I feel better about him knowing that he, like, has an actual heart and can be kind to Felix at least. But on the other hand, it almost makes it worse that he mistreats Gabe largely just for liking men when he's the exact same. I get that feelings are hard, internalized homophobia is rough, they're living through a bad era for those who like men, etc. I understand why Cesar is acting how he is. The situation just sucks for everyone involved.